How is it that I became a writer:
As
a little girl I often felt secluded and isolated from the rest of my family. I
felt that at times if I were to disappear into the shadows perhaps no one would
even notice. If the truth be known I’d often look out for an unexpected hug but
soon realised no such thing existed. Now that I am older and considerably much wiser
(or I’d like to think so) I realise now that this was not in fact my parents
fault. How can it be when giving birth to triplets?
Call
it what you will this new ‘declaration of independence’ provided me with the
opportunity to explore new ideas and to discover my new surroundings without
out the constant ‘jibber jabber’ from my parents. I decided that I liked this very much. As I
independently grew more and more aware of my surroundings, as you would expect
I discovered new things. I discovered that I had a passion for reading –
something that I now decided would constantly flow throughout the blood in my
veins. As a child who feared to express her own opinions, for the belief that
her mother and father would simply ignore her, I reverted to reading all kinds
of books. According to Edward P. Morgan ‘A book
is the only place in which you can examine a fragile thought without breaking
it, or explore an explosive idea without fear it will go off in your face.’ It was
this sudden realisation that inspired me to become a writer for it was through
reading books that enabled me to write down on paper what it is I wanted or
felt I had needed to write in order to make people listen to me.
It's nice that you could find solace in reading because that had a massive impact upon your writing, no doubt. Having it become second-nature is probably one of the best things that can happen, especially if you think you have an overactive imagination (which I don't think is possible - there's nowt wrong with having all these ideas spinning around in your head).
ReplyDeleteI do have to agree with you very much about not thinking about other readers until your second draft. Writing for yourself is one of the best feelings you can have, but the challenge in getting it cleaned up and ready for an audience is one that writers should relish.